you're a mystery yourself

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

4:05 AM

girl...
all i want you to know is...
u ARE important to me...
no matter how...
i am serious...
well...i don't care if u think i am crap -ing...
i don't care if u said u are not that important to me...
but its wat am i really thinking in my heart...

u are really important to me...
i have got a part of u in my heart...
that's all i wanted to say...

feeling emo again...
♥hazel

&the beauty.

12:55 AM

ouch....my mouths bleeding...
the blood tate so good in my mouth...
thanks to you...
-stares-

fine... i am not angry ady...
SERIOUS guys!
i am like so damn angry than i storm away and sit alone...
wei yi sat there beside me...
than meng hong stopped repairing the chair and came to see me...
than here comes yuheng...
then shuen kenn..
than one of them said...
"don't be angry lah..."
"i am not angry ady..."
"don't be angry lah..."
walao...
than i said..."yea lah yea lah! i very happy lah..."
than he said he dun believe...
(=.=")
than he ask me to smile...
i smiled but i was looking down at my notes...
than he said
"don't be angry lah..."
"i said, I AM VERY HAPPY..."
hazel said...
man i am very very pised when he throw that feather duster and hit my mouth...
i even take up a few chairs and wanted to hit him...
well...i nearly hit him...
heeh...
but i stopped myself...
i am sorry if i am too rude....but i lost my mind coz i am toooooooo pised off..

i had a bowl of spagetti...
(yea...again...)
sour wow!
the bleeding part hurts...

hazel♥
ouch...(>.<*)

&the beauty.

7:08 AM

MWAHHAHAHA!!! I FIXED THE POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!!!!!!!!!!

&the beauty.

1:08 AM

i am sooo sry if u cant read the former post guys...
something is wrong with the post formation....
-heeeh-
-finger poking- (if u understand...XD)
will try to fix it ....heeh...
added a shout pix... wei yi wanted me to add one....

btw, i got back my history paper....
erm....
er...
errr...
sorry shaz, i failed my history....
again...
-sniffles-
-finger poking-
man! i suck!
very geram....
went home and ate two big bowls of pasta and spagetti...
mwahahahaha!!
yummy yummy!!! I LOVE YOU MOMMY!
THANKS FOR THE SPAGETTI U LEFT FOR MEEEEEEE!!
om yom yumm...still eating....
dun look at me lah...ppl eatin here...later i blush...heeeeeeh
-blush-
lame eh? fun \(^-^)/
feeling much much better now...but....
i am still kinda scaredd tat shaz will rip ou my organs...
x.x -gulps-

love♥
hazelnut...
\(>.<)\ -----obsessing with emotions like this

&the beauty.

1:04 PM

5 something...in the morning...i don't feel sleepy at ALL…man...this is bad…
i had ballet classes for 2 hours 3 days ady…
feel so semangat...XD(good eh?)

my teacher told me…
"if i were u...i won't be a dancer...i will be a model or an airstewardess...or anything tat complements ur long legs...."
i know its harder for long legs to dance...andbalance.....
but I believe in hardworking....
I know that....well...i seriously need to work harder than the others…
-sighs-
besides...she said i am lack ofconfidence....
hmmm....confidence...
not a word for HAZEL CHIN...
atleast....not yet... XD
she wants me to proud of my legs and the good condition that i have…
coz there are just a few person tat have long long legs like me in Malaysia...
alright...trying to be...
-gulps-
she said that the more u want it to be good…
the worst it will be...
its true...
the more I want to figure something out…
the more i confuse myself…
take it a little bit easier...
dance for the sake of dancing…
not for the exams....
or to get the steps rite...

to be truthful, I am very very worried too...
weak ankle(thanks to you, so called beautiful long legs...and good arch normally have weaker ankles…i am one of them…)
i dun have the strenght to support them...
plus my injury now I have weak hips...(great...another weakpart to make my ankles weaker…btw, I am blaming you shun kenn just I know didt did it on purpose…)

aaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!but why me? But u know, its bad… really bad… maybe its my heart and brain who are the weakest of all…
if i dun have the strenght in my brain and heart...
how can i build the strenght in my dancing body rite?
i hope i can make it…
i believe i will...
i need to be more hardworking…
do more work out for my ankle…back etc…
built up the muscles and strength in them right?
like the other teacher said...
as long as the jungle is still here…
u won’t run out of fire woods…
but u have gotta plant more trees…
just like dancing…as long as ur leg is still in good condition…
u can still be a good dancer…
but u have to make the muscles work..
and i believe i will....
I will make it thru and gain back my strength…

love♥
hazel chin...
trying to get over it....

&the beauty.

2:35 AM

shen mi went to put on her braces today jadi she is not at school lah....
i wonder how 's she.... =/
might be calling her after this....

MAN!!! weiyi asked me to delete tat photo of the 3 of us from my blog....
eeeekkss!!!!
she said: "hazel chin! delete tat photo lah!!! very ugly arh!!! u wanna put than we take again lah!!! tat picture i terpaksa take one!!! very tak natural!! DELETE!!!"
hazel:"ok ok ok....i delete ok ok...u said one arh!! take again arh!"
HEHEHEH weiyi !!! u own me a few photos!!!
wakakakaka!!

lol....i ask shazlin to watch big bang and 2NE1's Lollipop 's video...(my current fav song heeh)
she said she HATE it!!! =( nice nia...
i asked her why...than she said.... BECAUSE I DUN UNDERSTAND!
=.='''
than i ask her to watch 2NE1's FIRE video...
shazlin:"i wonder why is everyone suddenly like korea and japan lately? last year tak..."
lol.... last year pun ada just tat we are not...LOL!
WELL....i AM obsess with 2NE1 now...heeh....lollipop and fire are and lonely in gorgeous by tommy february6 from anime PARADISE KISS too....

LOL!!!!
♥hazel...

&the beauty.

1:13 AM

mama and papa took two day offs last thursday and friday..
well...on the last minute...she asked me...and i just woke up...."Hazel! have you pack ur things?? we are going back to Kluang!!"
i am like "....huh? today? NOW?!? EEEEEEKKS!!"

darryl and dylan are watching Barney and friends in the car (like usual...)
after dylan slept...darryl change the CD to one of hiis Ultraman cds...(like usual...)
....both boring....

yummmy....grandma's cooking's the best!!!!
i think i am fatter ady...haha
like usual...i will go to my cousin's house...and sleep over...
gosh...darryl wanted to follow!!! aawww man!!
fine...as long as u be good
GUESS WHAT!!
he was behaving so good...wooohooo!!!
and he slept with two of my younger cousin sister...
me with my cousin sister who is older than me...
she is 15 and i am 14...
that means 1 years different~

and like usual...me and xinyin(my elder cousin sis)
took lots and lots of silly photos...haha

we came back on sunday evening....
well...mom said that we are leaving at 2 pm.....then my dad said "if she said 2, it will always be 5"
LOL!!!! SO DAMN TRUE!!
we did leave grandma and grandpa's house at 5!! hahahahaha

heeeeehehe~i finally get a change to watch the car TV....i watched
heehee it is funny!!
after tat movie.....i slept...

bad traffic jam...
about 5 hours to reach home.....
x.x
and i was sleeping the whole way thru....hehe

♥hazel

&the beauty.